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Sorry everyone completely forgot to check my log so I’ll answer everything in this.
I do definitely need arimidex I’ve been taking 1 full tablet a week my gyno is horrible I have very sensitive nipples I do have mood swings and I haven’t checked my bp this cycle as I can’t find my bp monitor I’ll try to find it so I can post bp
I do plan on getting my blood work done at some point soon when I get it done I’ll post the results straight away I haven’t started counting cals yet so I can’t give a count but I do eat lots of meats pastas eggs breads and I won’t lie I eat a lot of junk food I wanna start eating even more meats than I already do
I do definitely need arimidex I’ve been taking 1 full tablet a week my gyno is horrible I have very sensitive nipples I do have mood swings and I haven’t checked my bp this cycle as I can’t find my bp monitor I’ll try to find it so I can post bp
I do plan on getting my blood work done at some point soon when I get it done I’ll post the results straight away I haven’t started counting cals yet so I can’t give a count but I do eat lots of meats pastas eggs breads and I won’t lie I eat a lot of junk food I wanna start eating even more meats than I already do
I think I have to stop steroids
Most of you might think this is complete bullshit but I really don’t know what the **** is happing and it’s really starting to freak me out
I’ll start with the weirdest part first
Some nights I’ll lay down my eyes open always when I’m tired always when it’s dark and before I’m actually about to go to sleep and i won’t actually fall out of bed but it’s like I hallucinate falling out of bed like it looks so real but I’ll never hit the ground again my eyes are open when it happens my room looks exactly the same when it happens and it’ll happen multiple times in a row before it stops when this happens I also can’t move when it happens it feels so real like it feels like I actual am falling but again I never once have hit the ground it’ll stop right before I hit the ground I’ll then see that I’m in bed still and then instantly start falling again I don’t know how long this last for but it happens multiple times in a row before it stops.
The second thing I believe is pulsatile tinnitus as i looked up what was happing and I found that the symptoms I’m experiencing are the same
I actually looked up the first one as well and it sleep paralysis came up but I’ve never herd a story like I’ve had I thought people only saw figures not what was happening to me I promise you all I’m not bullshiting I’m generally consurned for my health I’m going to book in to see my doctor and talk to him about this I’m going to hop off cycle I will be telling my doctor I’m on steroids and exactly what I’m running if anyone thinks it could be anything else please let me know
Also with the first one I can’t tell the difference between the “hallucinations” and reality even though it happens multiple times in a row every time it happens I don’t know it’s fake and it’s been the same hallucination multiple nights it’s never actually been anything different
Most of you might think this is complete bullshit but I really don’t know what the **** is happing and it’s really starting to freak me out
I’ll start with the weirdest part first
Some nights I’ll lay down my eyes open always when I’m tired always when it’s dark and before I’m actually about to go to sleep and i won’t actually fall out of bed but it’s like I hallucinate falling out of bed like it looks so real but I’ll never hit the ground again my eyes are open when it happens my room looks exactly the same when it happens and it’ll happen multiple times in a row before it stops when this happens I also can’t move when it happens it feels so real like it feels like I actual am falling but again I never once have hit the ground it’ll stop right before I hit the ground I’ll then see that I’m in bed still and then instantly start falling again I don’t know how long this last for but it happens multiple times in a row before it stops.
The second thing I believe is pulsatile tinnitus as i looked up what was happing and I found that the symptoms I’m experiencing are the same
I actually looked up the first one as well and it sleep paralysis came up but I’ve never herd a story like I’ve had I thought people only saw figures not what was happening to me I promise you all I’m not bullshiting I’m generally consurned for my health I’m going to book in to see my doctor and talk to him about this I’m going to hop off cycle I will be telling my doctor I’m on steroids and exactly what I’m running if anyone thinks it could be anything else please let me know
Also with the first one I can’t tell the difference between the “hallucinations” and reality even though it happens multiple times in a row every time it happens I don’t know it’s fake and it’s been the same hallucination multiple nights it’s never actually been anything different
And also the reason I know I can’t move when it happens is after I fall it’s like I teleport back to where I actually am if that makes sense and I’ll try to move and I can’t then I’ll fall again and it’ll repeat I don’t know how long it lasts for but I don’t think it lasts to long if I had to guess it’s probably about 2 to 5 mins ik I sound completely ****ing Insane I promise you I’ve never had mental problems nothing like this happened on my first tren cycle this hasn’t been happing since the start of my cycle I can’t say exactly when it started but I believe it started once finished my first vial of tren and started using the second vial
I haven’t my symptoms I was experiencing went away after a week
Thanks bro I thought it probably wasn’t the best idea
Tren ruined my life
I’m not writing this for sympathy I’m writing this to warn anybody thinking about taking tren
I was never the most confident person but I could go up to randoms and make convos I can’t even say hi to a person I don’t know now
i look 30 in the face at 19
My hair line is completely ****ed
I have gyno
It completely ruins your mental health and has given me depression and anxiety even off cycle
I don’t know if it was the tren that did this but I can’t remember shit my memory is completely dogshit
When your on cycle it’s the worst thing in the world you live in a bubble you don’t wanna see or talk to anyone any little thing will piss you off
For anyone thinking about taking it don’t it’s really not worth it you can get a good physique just with test
Listen to the boys on here they all know best and I wish I listened to them when I first started taking tren
I’m not writing this for sympathy I’m writing this to warn anybody thinking about taking tren
I was never the most confident person but I could go up to randoms and make convos I can’t even say hi to a person I don’t know now
i look 30 in the face at 19
My hair line is completely ****ed
I have gyno
It completely ruins your mental health and has given me depression and anxiety even off cycle
I don’t know if it was the tren that did this but I can’t remember shit my memory is completely dogshit
When your on cycle it’s the worst thing in the world you live in a bubble you don’t wanna see or talk to anyone any little thing will piss you off
For anyone thinking about taking it don’t it’s really not worth it you can get a good physique just with test
Listen to the boys on here they all know best and I wish I listened to them when I first started taking tren
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