Nice update, the only thing I’d throw in is maybe keep a bit more structure around reps and progression. Training to failure works but can burn you out fast. Especially this close to comp. Even with the pin loaded machines tracking a rep range say 6 to 10 and working progressive overload within...
Don’t stress too much about the numbers on the scale and focus on how you look, feel and perform. Tracking progress every 4 weeks really helps you see real changes and adjust accordingly.
Unfortunately when it comes to health and wellbeing it always a costly exercise. You’re doing all the right things though and your mindset is spot on. Right now it’s all about consistency and keeping that spark alive.. that’s what matters most.